ME MYSELF

20 years of my life, I have experienced days when I was all alone, being with people I was still alone and helpless when I felt crying for help no one could understand me. I feel alone today like the last leaf of the tree which wants to fall and be with other leafs and enjoy as I did. I am not alone literary but alone mentally. Days come when joys fill my heart and smile just rolls my cheeks and today something disturbed me lot.
A small sized heart has loads of things stored in it, happiness, sadness, shock. Life gives us all these gifts, since god has stored them for us safely. When we want happiness we get sadness. Where we look happiness ahead sadness awaits us. When we want someone with us that person will leave us, when we think of that person more they starts missing us less. You might be wondering why she is so boring but think, isn’t it true?
I thought of failing in “Accounts” in board exams but what was waiting was highest marks in the subject. I thought of never getting the best place in the country to work in and one day I got my offer letter for that place. I thought of celebrating my birthday alone but what was waiting was extension of leave. Surprises wait sometimes great sometimes shattering which change our lives.
When I stood today talking to my juniors I thought for a while Wow Women power, we are just amazing in ourselves, easy to adjust and face what comes. But don’t we also feel the same pain that other do, just others express and I KEEP TO MYSELF.

Whom should I blame? U ? Or those who are with you?

WATER
Such a small name but you have killed so many, stop for a while and look around what have you left behind. Orphan children, widows, homeless families and tears. We play with you and you give us the most cheerful part of our lives, but since when did you start making us cry?
You are so vast in the globe and you cause the biggest disasters always let that be floods or Tsunami. I know we are also responsible for it but can’t you forgive us? I know the fear of losing someone you love, you take them so much away that finding a bit also becomes so tough. My heart ached when I knew about the number of lives lost, don’t you feel guilty? You took them with you and they are of no use to you.
Can you bring them back? Can you bring that smile back? We still come back to you to play and enjoy never knowing what you will do to us. When will your anger erupt and shatter our lives.